*clearing all the cobs and dusts*

OH HI! *waves greatly*
Yes I know, it has been ages since I last blogged! Hee well, but you see, there is something called 'LAZY'.
& I found out that xanga has been kinda weird recently! I was thinking to change back to blogger!
Blogger is the easiest blog ever. No?

Alright enough said, decision made. Yes, I've moved back to blogger! For whoever that is reading this post of mine, I highly suggest you click http://giraffeycandy.blogspot.com <-- THIS!

I'll still keep this xanga for the memories ;)
GOODBYE!

Today is my 17th birthday, but it makes no difference to me seriously.
Some of the friends wished me, and was really very appreciative that they remembered. Thanks so much :')
This birthday, actually, doesn't mean anything to me other than the fact that I'm one year older.
Daddy have not come home from work, baby is away from SG for work, and everyone is busy with O'Level. Today, I spent my whole birthday (just a normal day to be exact) with Biology and History.

Yes, I am really grateful and appreciative for the lunch my mum treated me the other day, and the presents she bought for me. & my dad gave me money to buy anything that I desire/need. But really, all these are pointless to me.

My dad used to take off day on birthdays (no matter whose birthday) to prepare, cleaning the house, ordering the cake, etc. My mum would always try her best - always did in fact - to come home earlier & pizza would always be her favourite food for the celebration..
Every year, I would always feel 'bored' and I always thought my birthday celebration would be so much better and enjoyable if I were to celebrate it with my friends. However, I think that I was wrong for having that thought, because having to celebrate your birthday with your friends may be fun and enjoyable but to celebrate your birthday with your family is the greatest birthday gift of all.

Even though I had to clean the 800+ lockers in Wild Wild Wet my last birthday, last year, at least my supervisor was very good (was in fact good always) and let me go home earlier. & the most important thing was, I had a birthday celebration with my family with my favourite cake! & never did I know, that would be the last time I celebrate birthday with my FAMILY.


I don't need many many presents from everyone, so long as people remembers.
I don't need money or any expensive presents from daddy or mummy.
I want whole family to be together celebrating my birthday happily even if it's just having the simplest dinner, even if there isn't any cakes or presents.

I just want a birthday celebration with my family (Daddy, Mummy & brother) that's all. ♥

I love you, but I won't be waiting. Reason being, I know it is impossible for me to have a chance anymore. To prevent myself from being disappointed waiting, I shall be pessimistic. At least being pessimistic can be either get unexpected surprise, or would not hurt too much. & When I say you're the last, I mean it. There will never be anyone else, just you.